Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Future baby... I must really love you!!!

Although it's not 100% if Jarom and I can conceive we have felt prompted that it is the right time and that we need to start trying. And that doesn't bother me because I'm so ready to be a mom. Well I'll be FAR from perfect or prepared but I'm ready in the sense that I want to be a mommy! And the more time that goes by the harder it is because I don't know how long I'll be on the this earth and I want to be with my baby as long as possible! I know I have eternity but I also have a natural man mind and that makes it kinda hard.

Anyway with that said there are a lot of things that I've needed to do physically (and spiritually) but mainly physically to prepare for this little munchkin! Horrible, painful things and I'm not even pregnant yet! I mean at least if I was pregnant I'd know that all the bad things I was going through was worth it right?! :] Well it's all good because all these things are helping me to be healthier in general but for example...

Today I had to take a glucose tolerance test. A horrible test that should be banned because it's to close to torture!! Haha jk it's not that bad it just involves a lot of needles and I hate needles. I know you'd think with my life I'd be used to it by now but... no! And of course anxiety is the worst but first you fast for 12 hours. Then get your blood drawn. Then you have to drink this horrible orange flavored drink that made me feel like I was going to throw up for about 3 hours until I got some food in me. But before I could eat I had to get another shot 30 min after the 1st. Then 30min after that. Then 1 hour after that!!!! YES that's a total of 4 shots. :[ And like I said I'm not even preggo yet! This may all be for naught. :] Future baby I really love you so I hope you're coming soon and I'm not getting these promptings because the Lord knows that's the only way I'll buckle down and really take care of myself... and then in the end I wont be able to have babies. So yes I hope you're coming soon!! :]


My shot marks...

This was the worst because they used the same vein. They always say "I'll go higher then the last poke" but it's doesn't matter... once the vein is bruised, it's bruised and it still hurts!


I know they are so small but even the smallest things can be the most painful. Hahaha in reality it wasn't that bad and I know I'm going to have to do it again in the future and I'll be able to handle it. I just like being dramatic.

2 comments:

Kirstin said...

And then when you're pregnant you get to take the glucose test again. I hate that orange drink. If they're going to make us drink a bunch of sugar, can't it be something awesome like a Slurpee? With Lincoln my doctor said I could take the glucose test if I wanted and I said "dude, I have a choice? No thank you, then!"

Tay&J said...

Luckily I don't think they will. The test came back somewhat positive. Right now I can treat it with diet but when I become pregnant they'll put me on insulin. So with being pregnant and the diabetes they will probably have me do a different test but they wont spike my blood sugar with that orange drink. :]

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